F.S.,
Sedona, Arizona 1/10/97
Question: I am a professional speaker,
seminar leader, and trainer. What stands in my way of making the "BIG TIME"?
Guidance: Several things and many
questions have come to me in the last few days since I have tuned into your
energy. The first word that came to me was "duality" which I hope you have been
giving some thought to. You are in a preparation phase for some other work/format
that will ultimately be more suited to your energy expression. The "Big Time"
is something that is being clarified for you in your consciousness through what
may be perceived as struggle and frustration at the level of your current manifestation.
The purpose of the duality is for you to be able to really SEE and FEEL the
differences in the choices you have made thus far. Several past lives are intertwined
within this issue which has lead you to where you are now. As you are karmically
releasing them, things are becoming clearer and much more focused for you. The
decisions you are making now are much more solid than in the last five years.
In order for you to move forward, a pinpoint of focus must be attained. As you
narrow the topic and the message within your talks, lectures, seminars - the
audiences that will be attracted to you will "get it" more clearly, which develops
the following you will need to continue successfully towards what you call the
"Big Time". Your guidance is holding back some of your energy so that you can
assimilate its essence fully before you put it out through words that don't
carry the truth actualized and realized. I perceive what could be labeled angelic
energy that surrounds you often, they tell me that they are trying to teach
you the true feelings of Joy. The say that you have held some of that back,
primarily because of some deep past life impressions, but you have recreated
the pattern this time again. There are two of them with you often, they go to
all your talks and when your are speaking with people after your talks they
are trying to help you project that joy to the people who want to drink in the
truth of your words. That connection with your audience is of utmost importance
and must be experienced as real by you first. Actually, you made the "Big Time"
long ago, you're just in the stabilization process now. Understand that and
trust the flow and release attachment to linear time.
Question: Could you explain more about
the "duality" that you are perceiving?
Guidance: Sometimes we set a goal
for ourselves at a given time in our life. We become fixated on achieving that
goal. Sometimes it is the process that was what was important, not that the
actual goal has to be achieved. You can recognize this pattern easily by determining
if there is still a very high degree of joy being received during the process.
Sometimes our guidance takes us forward on a path only to stop us abruptly or
subtly when we should Let Go and Change. The duality that is taking place within
you right now has to do with the way in which you originally visualized the
goal of being a professional speaker. There is another part of you wanting to
move towards that goal slowly so that you build a strong foundation, meaning
that you are physically, emotionally and psychically strong to sustain the energy
required for a successful career as a professional speaker. You guidance also
wants you to be sure that you understand the commitment required to meet that
goal. By going slowly, we have the opportunity to make minor adjustments along
the way. You may find that your goal was only a part of a larger goal not yet
perceived by your self. Again, I reiterate that you are already in the "Big
Time" - don't look for it to be something different than the process or you
may become addicted to an outcome that will ultimately become an energy drain.
Question: I understand what you are
saying and I can now see why the process has been moving in the directions that
it has been. I feel as though I have released a 100-pound elephant from my shoulders
as I learn to accept the process more and the goal less. How can I make these
adjustments more easily in the future and how do I keep the "elephant off my
back?"
Guidance: I think that some regular
meditations, affirmations and visualizations might be the best solution to your
question. Once in a meditative state - visualize yourself sitting with the elephant
on your shoulders - really feel the weight and pressure of this on your body
- notice what types of thoughts or phrases are being repeated in your head as
you perceive this - call for guidance from the higher realms to send Light/Color/Energy
to the elephant and ask it to be transformed into a feather or similar object
- continue to focus on this transformation until you only see and feel the feather
- again notice how your thoughts or phrases in your head have been changed -
repeat this meditation several times a day for a week, then taper of as needed.
Always be aware of the energy of the elephant trying to come back into your
life and repeat the meditation as soon as you become aware. You will notice
many changes taking place in your outside world that will be a result of this
work.
Response: This is great, I feel so
different. If have been doing your suggested meditation for the last two weeks
and feel like a completely new person. I have received guidance that I am supposed
to be working on a book that will help me take my speaking career to a new level.
Without all the heaviness that I was carrying around from my "elephant," I couldn't
imagine taking on this task. But now, it is so easy and everything is flowing
so much better. Thank you so much for your guidance.
